January2016.ThelovestorythatbroughtmetothisvillageinAlsacewhereIliveendedsixmonthsago.At45,Iamnowalone,withoutacar,ajoboranyrealprospects,surroundedbyluxuriantnature,theproximityofwhichisnotenoughtocalmthedeepdistressintowhichIamplunged.France,stillinshockfromtheNovemberterrorattacks,isinastateofemergency.Ifeelhelpless,Isuffocatewithcontainedrage.IamlostandIwatchfourtofivefilmsaday.Idecidetorecordthisstagnation,notbypickingupacamerabutbyeditingshotsfromthestreamoffilmsIwatch.